pictureperfectliar:

The logical ones sell their ideas, the simple ones sell their bodies, and the smart ones sell their bodies to sell their ideas.

The optimist creates hope, the pessimist destroys ambition, and the realist reassures the truth.

@2 years ago with 3 notes

I’m staying strong.  I’m focusing on finals.  I need to ace this one and continue to the next.  I have all my friends with me on this, and if that’s all I need to get through, then so be it.  I really need a glass of water right now but I dont want to set foot out of the confines of my bed…reason 1: it’s cold reason 2: because my mom is out there…

she hasnt said anything yet.  

@2 years ago
thank you

thank you

@2 years ago

 school year is over! =)

@2 years ago

i dont like seeing you date other people.  i guess you can say i cant entirely stop thinking about you.  i’ll just have to find a way out.  there’s just history between us that just hit me.  maybe that, or it’s one of those nights.  all i can do now is be happy and support you  i would be dating too, but i’m still waiting for mine.  

tuesday 4:25 am jan. 4.

i’m melancholy mixed with content.

@3 years ago
#feel free to unfollow me 
@2 years ago

recollected memory

if you died now, would people notice?  would people actually say “hey, where’s ______” and be worried?  Would the last conversations you held with certain people satisfy where you left off?  Would the things you thought made you a burden, ease a little?  Would the people you love know that you had loved them?  Would the people who you thought hated you rejoice?  There will be something good out of it though…i hope.

if you died now, would people notice you gone?

@2 years ago

10/16/2011

I’m pretty excited for this upcoming year.  New York, new job, and I can finally get away from all this.  ’This’ as in my dad yelling constantly, the scene, and my dad trying to destroy my hopes of becoming who I want to be.  I’ve seen it all,  the lights, the publicity, and the fame.  But that was just a vision, a daydream of possibility- and in this case, all I need is an affirmative request upon him.

Hello new me, goodbye old.  You’ll always be an internal tortured memory that gratifies the hope and optimism within, and I’ll forever thank you for that.

@2 years ago
it’s been a while since i’ve visited your blog.  well, i still havent, and i don’t think i will anytime soon.  It’s been good keeping my mind off of things, and im for sure you’re doing great with everything :)  usually, when i’d clean out my desktop/files and run into pictures of you i’d sometimes just “reminisce” or i’d start to have nostalgia of the stuff we’d used to do.  but now when i see a picture of you, i’d close the window super fast and forget-
I think it’s better for me that way.  i’m doing good.  life is good.  to be honest i’ve tried “dating” and i actually don’t want to do it.  lol i’m taking a human sexuality class and it’s making me think about sex, relationships, and stuff like that. i don’t think i’ll be having sex with anyone anytime soon. haha (it’s an iffy thing for me)
but yeah- hope everythings goin fabulous for you. lol okies
bye

it’s been a while since i’ve visited your blog.  well, i still havent, and i don’t think i will anytime soon.  It’s been good keeping my mind off of things, and im for sure you’re doing great with everything :)  usually, when i’d clean out my desktop/files and run into pictures of you i’d sometimes just “reminisce” or i’d start to have nostalgia of the stuff we’d used to do.  but now when i see a picture of you, i’d close the window super fast and forget-

I think it’s better for me that way.  i’m doing good.  life is good.  to be honest i’ve tried “dating” and i actually don’t want to do it.  lol i’m taking a human sexuality class and it’s making me think about sex, relationships, and stuff like that. i don’t think i’ll be having sex with anyone anytime soon. haha (it’s an iffy thing for me)

but yeah- hope everythings goin fabulous for you. lol okies

bye

@3 years ago with 2 notes
#tues #april 12 2011 #12:55 am 

I never needed saving.

I already knew it was just false hope that kept me going so I already stopped thinking about you.  If you’re there, you’re there.  If not, then you’re not. 

@3 years ago